I just got finished watching Wimbledon. It was a good movie! Kirsten Dunts is so cute. I remember when I used to hate her when I was little because I thought her and J.T.T. had something going on. He he remember that cute stud, I wonder what he is up to now. That gave me the urge to play tennis, even though I have already played today.
I had a bad tennis day today. So I think I will end up being number 2 or 3 on the team. This girl and I are just about on the same playing level, but I can't let her beat me. She is only a freshmen, how sad is that. These parents now a days breed there kids for tennis. Like the number one has been playing since 5th grade. I swear that's what I'm going ot to do my kid. I going to put a raquet in there hand the moment they can walk. I wouldn't want my kid not to have the advantage like I don't have. Well as I was trying to say this girl that would place at the highest seat is 4 or 5, no more than that. I lost to her in singles by 4-0. I wanted to throw my raquet against the ground as hard as I could, but I didn't think that was a very positive atttitude for the coach to see while I was still trying out. Blah, I wish I could be as good as to just keep the ball going after a few hits, that's all I want. I am disappointed every time I play cause I am not that image I dream up in my head. Hopefully some day soon it'll snap in me and I can do it. I have the feeling for that "snapping" moment to be this summer. I want to hit with him so much over the summer because we are going to try to win some tournements this summer. I want it to be like pro practice. Hours and hours on end each day. Totaling to be like 5 or 6. God you know how much I would improve, and how fit I would be, and not to mention experience. I want to be the freshman going into Shepherd kicking all the upperclassmans asses.So enough about tennis. Lets move ont o my Logan trip.
Logan, what a disappointment. Let's see out of the 10 days I was there I only saw my friends 1 day. That's not including church, well because no one was at church......and when there were I didn't really talk to them. So the rest of the days I helped out Studio 19 and they were nice enough to let me stay at there place. Kristi and Eugene seemed to silently bail out on me and not even care.....like ask me were I was staying in the mean time till they were back that Wednesday. But oh well. People will be people. YOu can't rely on them, even thought i thought I could have with them. Eugene and Margitta were my blessings. I got my senior pictures done with them as well. They turned out so good an can't wait till I get them back. Hmm, and lets see I was supposed to stay with Matt one night and he was all like oh just give me a call when you get into Logan later today. So I did and no one answerd......just like every call I made to him afterwards! bah hum bug
The only day I did spend with my friends started out so good. Well I went to school to spend a day there. They wouldn't let me follow some on around for the day cause I'm no longer a student there. So I just came back at lunch when some of my friends got out, I stood at the entrance and people came to me.....I was making a big crowd and causing a riot.....it was funny the priciple could only stand there and watch. Zach and I went to Taco Bell for lunch.....we were cracking up the whole time talking bout everything in the world. We were cracking up so bad! We were talking bout farting and shit and I was burping the whole time while there were cops sitting right next to us. Then Joe Hatcher joined up for the last part. Then we headed on back to the school to sneak myself into Mrs.Evans room while Zach finished his senior project. When we got in there Dave had already done it all.....so we left after that period and me and Zach went to play tennis outside. I was wering my clogs and jeans sooooo needless to say we were just fooling around. Then we took and break and sat for like 30 min. He was rubbing my feat the whole time cause he felt bad cause I was going bare foot for awhile n plus he is absessed with my feet. We talked about more serious things this time compared to Taco Bell. We talked about Kim and Erica...how so many people have changed.....how we are seniors....what we are ogin to do in the future......how he misses me.....how many people miss me and say it isn't the same....at least ot him.....many many coool things. I love my Zach! ahhh then Bowen came by and asked if I wanted to have desert with him after school. SO I met up with him and we found Matt Crum along the way so he joined us. Matt was cracking me up the whole time. Bowen on the other hand.....I dunno it's changed.....it was silent and weird.....then we went to play tennis....Bowen was being a pussy about his astma so only Matt and I hit around...for not playing b4 he was pretty good now and then. Hmm, then the night was dawnig for church so I had to go home and get Mara.
All in all my trip wasn't so much a vacation...it was a check into reality. But I enjoyed it for the most part....I got to spend ALOT of time with Ricky in fact most my days were spent with him. Which I'm glad I made that choice. I think indeed I would have been waisting my time with half the people in Logan. I got to spend time with the ones I love most...let's put it that way!
Love Chelsi
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